Last Saturday, Aug 29, was my LTS trip at Bulacan. I handled three grade 3 students and taught them the subjects math and english. I also read them children stories but unfortunately the one I read for them was an old crappy coloring material. Wala kase ako dinala, galing ako dorm huhuhu. I was saddened to know that the kids didn't know the stories of Cinderella, Hansel and Gretel and the 3 little pigs. Im soo naive to even think that all the children know about the story of Cinderella.. :(
Parang I at that time, gusto kong umuwi at dalhin lahat ng disney cartoons dvd collection sa bahay at lahat ng colored children's book.. :( :( HAY!! Anyway, Ill see Harold, Romnick and Joan next semester again.. I hope mag aral pa sila ng mabuti, kase infainress they're really smart kids and really bibo! Kailangan lang talaga, tutukan sa school ... Ayun that's all... baboosh!
Things that Im looking forward to right now:
My friend's dance competition will be happening tonight! WUHOO! 2 day team building seminar on Saturday! :) Next Friday is our field trip for Rizal!
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already gone - kelly clarkson
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone I'm already gone, already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on so I'm already gone Already gone, already gone, already gone Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road someone's gotta go And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on so I'm already gone I'm already gone, already gone You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong I'm already gone, already gone There's no moving on so I'm already gone
I wasnt able to go to Lady Gaga's concert last night.. HOW IRONIC........... I Cried.. God.. Im so sad right now. Super.. :(( :\ :s T.T ;c FUCK i cant get over it.. :( My mom texted me last night and asked me how's it going. I said. "Lungkot. di nakanuod Lady gaga." :(( :(( I was willing to sell my phone even! My friend offered to pawn his watch and phone. I DIED yesterday deciding what to do... And then I got so sad when my ATM was out of cash. And then that's when I decided not to go. I remembered how mad my mom would be when she finds out Id go to a concer when it's exams week and that Im willing to pawn things that are not even mine or that Id even sell my phone. HAAAAAAAAAAAAY
LADY GAGA I FUCKING LOVE YOU! LAST NIGHT WAS HEARTBREAKING! To comfort myself we ate at MCDO and I bought caramel sundae. hehehe.
TUES: exam on RC.. Review, review and review for Thurs exam!
WED: I have no exam. REVIEW DAY for the hell subjects on thurs..
THURS: exam on Histo, Rat Psych and Socio!
- go to Araneta and cheer for LA SALLE!! (with Arturo) and see my future BF Atkins :))
- go to Montgomery for the after exam celebration with my block. Im planning not to drink on that day, but who knows, right! haha joke...
- My bestfriend elai played the MOM CARD last night and told me that I was like drinking too much already and that I need to take Liveraide na. LOL. So we agreed that Ill sleep over at her place and just UBE UBE! hehehe
FRI:No classes! No plans yet. Maybe pig around at El's place...
SAT:Attend a debut at Chonggo grill somehwere in Ortigas with Arturo and Rusty. And then maybe meet up with Rime after the party. I think we'll go to Pier1..... hehehe (*Congo grill hahaha)
And then next next week is our much awaited 2 day-1night TEAM BUILDING SEMINAR!!! I wish itll be fun! =S Gaaah. Hello booze again... Im like killing myself with all the boozees and wee nights and all the studying. I need to fucking Lie low already.. PFT!
Well whatever! IT"S FUN! PARTTYYYYYYYYY! haha kidding..
ANYWAY! This morning's traffic was HORRIBLE! GOD! I was perspiring like a pig when I got here to UST. And then Someone gave me a rose.. OOmph! hehe. HABA NG HAIR KO! OH! Speaking of my hair. I wanna experiment with my hairstyle again! hehe. You know how it is, when you're "brokenhearted" and all that crap and that you want a new look. Blah blah. Im itching to go to the salon and have my hair fixed! No Im not gonna cut it short I just want a trim or a cellophane or a manicure or a hair color or a what else? HAHA. And oh! I want a facial as well. Hmmmm... Myabe next week Ill try doing these things :P
OMG! Almost a month since my lost post! A lot has happened! AS IN SUPER DUPER MANY THINGS HAPPENED!!!!! One day is not enough to make kwento about what has happened to my busy/tired/happy/emo/smashed life!!! Oh well. It's because of this...... My mom cut off our internet connection since I'm always away from home and nobody will be infront of the screen 24/7. EH KAHIT NA! Di tuloy ako makapagvlog. hehe... The only time I get to surf the net is during my vacant time and after class. :P And then of course play our fave past time (drrum rolls) LEFT FOR DEAD!
Anyway yesterday was my KORFBALL PE day. The open court was wet so our instructor let us played on the field. It was damn muddy but we had no choice. Korfball is coed p.e. so we have boys in the team.The ball was so muddy and then this Mak guy passed the ball really hard to me. I wasnt able to catch it cos it was slippery so the ball hit my face real hard! haha! So yeah I had putik all over my uniform and face... I was yelling GROUP HUUUG! hahahaha. It was fun! :D I love my cute uniform! It's like a skirt and it makes me look sexy hahaha. .One more thing, my t-shirt number is 01! Thanks to my surname I got my favorite number. Well favorite for some reasons. haha :))
* HAAAAAAAAAAAY Next week is Prelims week already. GAH! Ill start studying later :D....
* Ms Socio screening happened last Thursday. I hope they' ll choose me! hahahaha. WHY? Because I wanna be MS. Arts and Letters 2009! AHAHAHA Why?? wala lang. Gusto ko lang. I wanna prove something to myself. hihihi! :P
* What else?? I wanna tell something about my love life.. What happened to it and what's happening right now. HAHAHA. BUT! Id rather keep my mouth shut :)
*Hmmm what else... that's all for now i guess! :D
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EXHIBITIONIST!
TANGINA! I was walking along Dapitan a few minutes ago and there was this MANONG DRIVER about to piss on the sidewalk. AND POTA! FACE TO FACE KAME! I even saw him shaking his LONG BROWN hotdog(?) from afar! I MEAN TANGINA mo tumalikod ka sana sa wall. AS IN DUN SYA NAKAHARAP SA DADAANAN KO! huhuhuhuhu tangina nakakasuka literal! huhuhuhuu. Dumaan nalang ako, kunyari nagtetext pero natatawa ako HAHAHAHA kadireeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pota! pota! kadire! HAHAHAHAH tangina whaatttaaa day! TANGINA! FUCK FUCK!! FUUCK!
I popped by Ministop and I almost died when I saw this brown jumbo hotdog.. HAHAHA.
HELLOOO!!!!!! Wow it's been weeks! I dont have an internet connection at home that's why I wasnt able to update much. My life outside school is a complete blur. I dont know where to start actually.
------> Usually after my 7pm class I would hang out with Arturo (and others) and play Left for Dead for hours and we would chill until 930pm. I-CHILL computer shop is our haven! haha. Im kinda getting used to having my dinner around 10 to 1030. hehe
------> Ive never had an ALCOHOL-FREE week since the start of the classes. Thanks to my Sociolgy frineds and RichBitchKIds friends :P :)) :))
------> My lola is still in the ICU. I visited her last Sunday and I cant even look at her because Id get teary eyed.... Sobrang naawa ako. Half of her body is paralyzed but I was able to held her (functioning?) hand and it was a sad sad sad moment.. I couldnt stand it seeing her like that.. :(
-------> HERE'S THE MOST EXCITING THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME..... I joined the Mountaineering club and the Circulo HIspano!!!! :D :D :D Weeee! I was so happy that my blockmates joined the MT.eering! YEY! It was a dream come true. LOL.
Circulo Hispano means Circle of Spanish.. So you know what it is.. hehehe. I wish Ill be 1 of th 20 students who'll get to travel to Spain! :D :D And then of course I think it will be of great help to learn spanish now cos we have 2 Spanish classes in the near future. hehe
-------> I got 20/25 in RC quiz and 14/15 in Theo class! Yeeeeah. PLease let me brag. :)) ahaha :P I hope ill be able to multitask this good for the whole year. By multitask I meant balancing my study and party/drinking habits . HAHAHAHAHAHA :)) :P
--------> I dont feel well right now. I have a sore throat. I wish this aint the Flu..
ILL POST PICS MAYBE a DAY from now :D :D :D adios ! (feeliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing) hahaha
Oh my god. This is it. The topic that I (always) wanted to write about but dread the thought of it at the same time---until now..
My grandmother from the maternal side is staying in the hospital for about two weeks now. She's bleeding and she is always in need of blood transfusion.. They cant just open her up and operate on her because of her age so it took days to finally see what's wrong with her. I dont really know the REAL STORY cos my mom wont tell me the details. Btw, my lola is I think 86. I was sooo sad last Sunday because it was the night we all thought that is was her time already. But you know what, 86 is a beautiful age and if it's God's will, then so be it.
I'm not THAT afraid of death anymore. :p Everybody will die eventually.. hehe. I just have MY own 3 conditions when the time comes.. (if God will allow)
1. I want to die peacefully and beautifully. (Pwedeng mga 70+ na? hahaha) 2. Before I die I want to travel the world. (selfish hahaha)
3. My life should be meaningful. I mean, there are people who lived their life to its fullest.... I WANT TO BE THE PERSON WITH PURPOSE. HAHA basta.. I haveselfless goals that I want to fulfill.. di lang halata. Magchacharity po ako at iba pa.hahaha :) :)
Of course before all these "purpose cliches" of mine, I still need to work on a lot of stuff. Especially with myself. Im still in the process of learning and discovering myself.. Of course, I start with myself.. (the hardest hahahaha)
And then of course, there's my parents.. Actually pati sa parents ko may condition ako.HAHAHA. Reregaluhan ko pa si mama ng watch with diamonds. BIbigyan ko pa sila ng cute na bahay. Magtatravel pa kame ni mama. Bibigyan ko pa si papa ng mabubutingting... etc etc etc.. hahaha! Basta family pa muna.. :D
ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. back to my lola... Hmm. basta whatever that will make her happy and out of suffering dun ako.. Alive or with God. Dun ako..
"death completes human existence"
PS di ko sya pinapatay ah. haha :P God bless my lolaaaa. huhuhu.... and aaaaall the aged!
(dahil issue sa Pinas ang blog ko, magtatagalog ako)
Hay nako. Alam nyo ba kung bakit super big deal sa Pilipinas ang Swine flu (mas gusto ko swine flu, para swabe) e kase, ang tinatamaan nito mga mayayaman. HAHAHA. Halimbawa, nagumpisa sa La Salle (naging big deal to' sobra) tapos kung san san pang mga exclusive schools. Pero bakit nung kumalat ang swine flu somewhere sa isang public school, (tignan mo pati ako di ko alam name ng school) hindi masyadong napagtuunan ng pansin ng mga tao, dahil rin hindi masyadong pinansin ng media! Deadma lang ganun.
Choosy tong aH1n1 kase tignan mo sa mga sosy schools nagstart tapos pati sa mga kompanya like, duh, ADB lang naman, una nagkaron ng case. Tapos pati daw anak ni Jinggoy Estrada tinamaan ng ah1n1. BIG DEEEEEAL. whatevsver! hehe.... Wag na kase kayo bumalik ng Pilipinas. hehehe joke. Ewan ko lang ah, kaya ingat na ingat ung mga tao sa DOH or sa news, kase mejo may kaya sa buhay ang mabilis matamaan kase nga diba pag nag aabroad ganyan..
Pero kung yung baliw sa kanto ang tamaan, hindi yun papansinin.. Baka sunugin pa yun ng buhay.. hehe
Tapos epal pa ng media minsan, wag daw magpanic pero kung i feature nila ang ah1n1 parang T-virus...
Alam mo ba ang T-virus??? HAHAHA (shet hirap nako magkwento ng tagalog) Kung naglalaro ka ng Resident Evil, alam mo yun. Yun yung pag namatay ka, magiging zombie ka na. Naisip ko nga e, what if kaya itong ahini virus e parang tulad ng sa Resident Evil.. Astig siguro yun. Estimation ko, patay ako agad kung may mga zombie na kalaban. Ganun ako ka duwag, di nako makakatakbo... Or pwede ring sole survivior ako, kase mag tatago ako sa isang cabinet ganun. Naisip ko na yan lahat! Ako pa! :)
Pero siguro din kung badtrip ako, tas parang may love story pa na involve, baka mag ala Eba ako. :)) anyway corny na...
Okay mejo segway tayo. TAKTE! lage ako nabubulol sa ah1n1 na yan! Shit. Dapat swine flu nalang talaga eh. Bakit kaya pinalitan ng mas intelektwal na pangalan? siguro ayaw nila babuyin pangalan ng mga baboy! HAHA binaboy yung baboy. HHAHAHAHA la lang. nakakatawa noh... hahahaha.
Pero kahit ganyan minsan napaparanoid ako. Minsan lang. hehehe Mejo sakitin pa naman ako. Ay hindi pala mejo. HAHA. feeling ko nga pag tinamaan ako nito, deads agad ako :)) Pati kami ng roommate ko si Abi, ganyan pinaguusapan. HAHAHAHA. sabi ko nga e, pag pumasok kame, magsusuot kame helmet. hahaha! O kaya pasok ka sa school ng parang pang under the sea. Cool ka na nun. For sure kahit wala kang Ah1n1 mamemedia ka. hahahahahaha...
at Dre's dorm. HAHAHA. Ayaw nyang maniwala sakin. The first time something blurry kept on showing up on his webcam screen that night.. Since he doesn't want me to send it to him... Bahala ka, post ko dito.. haha :p
Pussycat dolls concert made a big stir here in Manila, thanks to Clear shampoo's promotions and advertisements. Eventhough the concert was over, they're still playing the tv ads. haha! I wanted to watch the concert but knowing that it was held in MOA open grounds and people got discounts from a shampoo.. Ughhhh.
Don't get me wrong though, I LOOVE the pussycat dolls. They look good with their hot ensembles and God they can really dance and bring it. I even imagined myself being part of the THE NEXT PUSSYCAT DOLLS. hehe. Thing is.... I won't place myself in a crowded sweaty place and then fight my way to the front just to have a peek of little people dancing. Or being in that place while I made a fool of myself looking at the big screen. Id rather watch HD pussycat doll videos in my laptop with my headset. Total kick ass bass in the comfort of my home. :D hahaha!
BUT! another but... IF IT WAS LADY GAGA... I'd make a fucking exception. hahaha! I sooo love her! I'm in love with lady gaga! I was a fan the first time I saw her in Perez Hilton--that is exactly a year from now! AS EN! hahaha! I remember it was also the time people were comparing her to Xtina Aguilera.
Ive loved her since then.. I was so obsessed with her music and of her, I even had her photo as my prim pic in YM for weeks And I posted her picture in my multiply website! hehehe :P I drifted as a GAGA fan when "some" people started liking her. Haha Yeah I know it's stupid but see? It's true love! I was even jealous. I wanted her music to myself. :)) I thought, baduy na..
Anyway that kaartehan of mine is all over now. I dont care. The more people who like Gaga, the better.. She's an avant-garde of great taste. She's the real deal. She really worked hard on her way to the top. Did you know Lady Gaga came from the upper west side of New York (rich kid), then worked in a bar (lower east side) as an entertainer to embrace music more. How passionate!!! She even said she makes love to her music! lol And btw, she wrote songs for the PSD! hehehe :p
It’s been a while since a new pop artist has made her way in the music industry the old-fashioned/grass roots way by paying her dues with seedy club gigs and self-promotion. This is one rising pop star who hasn’t been plucked from a model casting call, born into a famous family, won a reality TV singing contest, or emerged from a teen cable TV sitcom. “I did this the way you are supposed to. I played every club in New York City and I bombed in every club and then killed it in every club and I found myself as an artist. I learned how to survive as an artist, get real, and how to fail and then figure out who I was as singer and performer. And, I worked hard.”
Remember her Just Dance official video? I would always play it over and over again in youtube and then wish that I was there at the party. It's like you can party w/o inhibitions.
Okay back to the topic about concerts... Here's a vid of Lady Gaga's concert in LA. This is just the concert intro but it give me the chills. hehehe. Perez Hilton posted this few months ago but since I'm talking about Lady Gaga, might as well post it here :P :P
AAAAHH!!!!! Tagal ko ng inimagine na magconcert sya...! I swear I wont eat for month just to get front row tickets or VIP tickets. HAHAHA. And then if she gets close to the crowd, Ill probably make out with her since she's open to lesbo actions. HAHAHAHAHA. *im not Bi but for Gaga, I can be. lol* Love her. Cant wait to kiss, I mean to see her sing live.. :D
PS I want to buy a white wig so I can strut a LADY GAGA DO to a halloween party :)) Nice idea eh??
Better listen to this.. :DI poker herface by Kid Cudi feat KANYE and Common :D ..You'll hear a little part if lady gaga's acoustic version of poker face :P
Im disappointed with myself. I only posted 11 posts for this whole summer vacaation. Which sucks because most of it were just random, not-much-of-a-sense mediocre posts. Nothing out of the box or nothing that required me to think deeply or nothing amusing.. I SUCK!
I hate it whenever I lost track with my writings. WHY!! Arghhh... I dont wanna lose my passion for writing. hehe. Shit. NASAAN NA INSPIRATIONS KOOO.. NYETA!!
hehehe..
How could I write a novel (better than Harry Potter lol) when as early as today I'm losing it. Putaktekase eh. Baduyngmga happenings this summer. butipataposna.. :)) I can go back to school aaaand.... be cool. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Fuck it Im done writing for tonight. :) :P Got really nothing to say.-again. :( Maybe next time. :D Promise I'll make it up to myself and to you. Whoever u are. hehehehe
INSPIRE ME WORLD! :D :D
PS I want some big time oppurtunities and big time fun this coming school year. AMEN to that!
:D
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college history Friday, June 5, 2009
At the bottom is my sched for the first semester. I only have 5 subjects :P Underload ako ng 9 units. hehe. My schedule is so-so. Hate my vacant time but I have no choice so, whatever.. I love my P.E. btw :D.
Maybe you're wondering why I only enrolled 5 subjs. I already took some of it, back in my engineering days and took advanced subjects last year....
You're wondering why I dont have any advanced subjects this sem, it's because I just want to settle to one block and that's 2scl. This will also give me more free time and Ill be a regular student next year! (I will never be a regular student if I would still take advance subjs).
Yun nga lang, I'm 2 years delayed... Why am I 2 years delayed?? It's because I stopped one schoolyear cos of my auto-immune vasculitis and then I shifted course pa. =))
Why did I shift course? Because HASSLE SA ENG'G! Ayoko magpakastress dun at mabulok sa mga programming codes. TAE! Anyway, di ako debarred or bagsak dun. HAHA. Share lang..
umiwas sa araw buong bakasyon Friday, May 29, 2009
2 days to go before summer vacation officially ends. and I stil HAVENT GONE TO A BEACH OR A POOL PARTY!!!!!!!!! Booo! :(( :((
What a summer... Im paler than eva..
PS We ddnt swim at Yo's condo cos we got tamad. Yo also went to her class. Buti nalang, it's nice to eat and lie around @ her place. HAHA
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mr young working guy Friday, May 22, 2009
You know what. Ive learned that when a guy wears a long sleeves polo plus a neck tie, with of course the right fit and the right color combination... he'll be hotter 5x! :)) :)) Even if his not hot, he'll be good to look at.. Of course Im referring to 20-30 year olds.. HAHAHA :P
I hope my trainer doesnt get to see this.. :)) :)) Because Im referring to him haha. 2nd day of traininng at SAMS (PhilamUN) he wore a light polo(almost white) with shades of purple and matched it up with a glossy purple tie... 3rd day of training he wore a Black polo with narrow white and rose pink stripes and then he matched it up with rose pink tie. SO CUTE.. I guess he knows his fashion. Or his wife picked it up for him.. HAHAHAHA.. Anyway as I said, he's not hot, but it made him look better.. It sucks I dont have any camera. HAHA
Ok so your confused. what the hell am I doing criticizing his fashion smashion.. HAHAHA and the fact that Im not talking about what Ive learned about the seminar. :P
But you know, the training was great! nice people and all that. Learn more about how to handle/diversify/invest one's finances.. Anyway Ill be at another training this coming Monday. Wiz me luuuck. :P
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OMG If your Stressed out. Try this! Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I just wanna share that the other night, I was struck by a horrible news from a friend. I wont say what's it about cos it's very personal. Anyway, for the past 2 days I sucked all the negative emotions and sadness in life, cos what happened between the two of us really hurt and affected me like hell. By the way, this is a girl so dont make intriga! haha.. Ive been crying for days cos I felt really bad and helpless about the situation. I didn't even go to SAMS seminar at U.N. cos I wasnt able to open my eyes becaus of excess crying the previous night. Even my last post in this blog is connected with what Im talking about! hehe.
So! Last night was the climax of my depression and I felt really really bad! The last time I felt bad was the time I broke up with my boyfriend, and I SO HATE THE FEELING! I cant even seem to fall asleep cos my mind just keep thinking about things (stupid things actually). I got so scared that IF I dont stop being depressed and anxious about my life I might end up meeting a psychiatrist! For real!!!!!! That you know I might end up schizo or crazy or something.. HAHAHA.
Okay, I said to myself, THIS HAS TO FUCKING STOP! This fear and this sadness and the anxiety are all negative forces that's pulling me down. In other words, papanget ako dito! hehe jk! I thought that this has got to stop! I need to be proactive about this! I mean since I cant really do anything about it, Ill just have to stop thinking about it right!?? Anything that is beyond my control is beyond my control. I decided I had to move on. How?? Read on because this is the best damn thing Ive done for months. hahahaha!
STEP 1.
I thought of all, when I say all, ALL! All things that were giving me the negative feelings. I thought of all my problems, my hatred/anger, my dislikes, anxieties, worries, fears and whatever things that were pissing me off. I thought of it one by one. And the one by one, in my mind, I put it ALL in a box. AS IN ALL OF IT and then I threw the box away (all this was happening inside my head. If you want you can act it out to be more believable haha) That box is forever deleted. Burned. Popped. Singaw. haha!
Thing is, I will forget about the box forever! :)) I promised to myself and I promised to God. That's the most important! I promised to God. :)
The MIND was relaxed now, I thought, but what about my body?? We know that when you're feeling down, somehow your body feels strange too. You feel tired or you feel like shit. hehe I dunno how to describe it exactly. So here's what you got to do..
STEP 2. CONTRACTION/TIGHTENING
You start from head to toe ok?... Start with your eyes, shut your eyes really really really hard for ten seconds and then let go slowly.. try to breathe ok? So next is your shoulder and neck. Lift your shoulder up as much hard as you can (but slowly, you might sprain yourself) for 10 seconds and then let go slowly. You'll feel the relaxing effect! and then work your way through your hands, closing it really really tight, same procedure and then my fave part, down to the cute ASS/BUTT (contract) and then down to your feet(contract).
Contract your muscles to its fullest. And then lastly, from body parts contraction, do A WHOLE BODY CONTRACTION, you can like think of your problems or whatever, for 10 secs and then let go again slowly, simultaneously let go of all your inhibitions too, slowly leaving your body!
I did all of these last night, and I even cant remember falling asleep! This is the best way to relax!!!! I swear! My step 1 and 2 are NOT just MADE UPs ok! HAHAHA. I read it from somewhere! You can try the net or something, but I swear, this is the most relaxing ever. Esp after you contract the muscles, and you feel it relax, OWWWW HEAVEN! I swear it's goodnight sleep!
I woke up 5.55Am todayand I felt good! :P I had a good mood all through the day. All positive things. I just got home right now, but I dont feel that tried, I went to UN :P..... Anyway I hope I helped you. Though you may find it weird to do, but IM TELLING YOU.. You'll be happy happy !!! hahahahahaha
What's your weakness? We often stumble to this question in interviews or on surveys or maybe just from a curious friend. I always had a hard time thinking of a good answer to this, or rather an honest answer. hehe. Often times we say dramatic things or something heroic. We always answer what's still gonna make us NOT WEAK.
Like some will say their weakness is their loved ones, that he/she is willing to sacrifice everything for that peron. DUH! That's a strength! Your like the dumb hero who is selfless and courageous. That's not a freaking weakness...
So you see it's really hard to think of a genuine weakness without careful analysis of yourself. It's even harder to think of a weakness that will not be cross fired as a strength. Except of course in interviews it's kinda ok to tell stupid weaknesses that will make you more "hirable". haha
So what's your real weakness? Have you think abou it? I think mine is change. I dunno maybe I'm like an ant. When you wipe of their trail or line (whatever u wana call it) they get crazy and run off like tiny lunatics. And then it's really really hard for them to snap off the panic attack and get back to the line. Cos we know that ants excrete something from them, I dunno was it fart or pee (jk) that makes them follow the lead..... Maybe Im like that. Ants. Change is really uncomfortable to me..
Maybe Im an ant in the past life? hahaha
PS Try wiping off the invisible line in an ant formation. It's oddly experimental in some way. :)) :))
OMGGGGGGGG it's sooo hard to put on contact lens!!! As in! nakakaiyak! nanginginig nako sa inis! 30 mins per eye! SHET! anliit pa ng butas ng mata ko! HAHAHA :P Anywaaaaaaay I did it! This is the fourth or fifth time I wore these babies.
Well HAZEL BROWN LENS ddnt do much good cos my eyes are brown already. It's not obvious when not on direct light. hehe. Uhmmm I'll buy a light brown lens and I think it'll be better than wearing my broken eyeglasses. Broken because it keeps on slipping off! HAHA :p But I still want you to know that I SUPER HATE THE ACT OF PUTTING IT ON. huhu.
But thank God it easier to take it off. I just pinch it every time. That is, Im not sure if that's the correct way of removing it. haha :P
MOM's 3 day celebration is DA BESSSSST! Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Hello! It was my mom's birthday last May 2 (pacquiao vs hatton) and I super love the 3 day celebration because of foods foods foods! It was a very good timing cos I was having my PRE MENSTRUAL SYNDROME, which means my food cravings were kicking in! yeah define food satisfaction! HAHA ok so the first day..... And of course Im so proud of my mom still looking gorgoeus at 50! yey!!!
FIRST DAY - MAY 1 friday
Ok so mama just wanted to bring food for her close officemates. It was a merienda party but all hail the SMORES BDAY CAKE, my super favorite Pancit Malabon from Binan and the Bugong chicken. I mean yeah boy!!! We forgot to bring the camera so.... there! No pictures hahaha! Naka 3 balik yata ako! or maybe four..... Andre was there too.
2ND DAY - MAY 2 saturday
Usually when its someone's bday in my family we just eat out. So we're fighting over where to eat and then we decided to go to Joey Pepperoni since it was my dad who discovered this resto and he was SO DAMN PROUD OF IT. hahahaha. Well he should be. The food is great! The place is good too! And the very best part is, the price of the food is very affordable compared to other pizzerias like Italianni's! Don't believe me? Ill tell you what we ordered and then guess the bill, ok? haha..
2 pesto meal (with 2 garlic bread and 2 fried mozarella) 1 carbonara fetuccini meal (with 2 garlic bread and 2 fried mozarella) 1 anchovy pizza 1 joey pepperoni pizza 1 Fredo pizza and 1 joey pepperoni pizza (take out) ----------------------------------------------------------------------- P 800!!!!!!!!!!!!! (the pizzas are on 50% discount)
damn right! We ate soooo much! My tummy was about to explode and man! P800!!? We were thinking it would be all worth more than a thousand.. But yeah! The best place evuuuuur to eat eat eat eat! :D :D BRAVOOO!!!!!
whatta smile hahaha
VIDEOOOOOOO
hay naku si papa! feel na feel ang pagiging camera man!
huling huli kumukuha pa ng pagkain si ate! lol
eto pa! after kumain at nabusog super laugh trip na kame.. hahaha!
2ND DAY - MAY 3 saturday
So this is the handaan day for my mom's relatives. Mom celebrated at lola's house.... Sooooo ... More foood! Hello Clarin clan! :D And yeah, since my mom is FC with dre, she invited him. hehehe :P
watching the Pacquiao fight
may pinsans and the other kid :P :P
There are a lot of videos and pics I want to upload but Blogger isnt really the friendliest when uploading something. hehe. Anyway I just wish that my mom will stay healthy and happy always! And that she'll always have a peace of mind and always be blessed by God. I wish she would live as long as 100 yrs and above and still happy and surrounded by love! :P :P love her soo much!
Im kinda stressing out on what to do for my mom's birthday this May 2... We kinda had a fight last night cos of misunderstanding but we're ok now. Now I really really want to make her happy.. Hmm what to do.. What to do.. HELP! :S
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photoshoot :) Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Location: Bonifacio High Street
Photographer: Johanne de Torres
Models: Bonnet and Bevs
personal fave
emo love it
haha joke time
bevs!
It was a fun day though it was drizzling when we were having our photoshoot. This is for her projct and all of these pics are unedited :P
I'm usually a wholesome person but this board game called Scrabble, brought the green mindedness out of me...
HAHA ok so here's the story. For the past days Ive been playing online Scrabble with this friend. The other night I lost the game by 200 pts! I was so pissed off cos he had all the good tiles all thru out the game like the 4 S's and Q's and the magic tiles. BAKAW! I got so desperate I even input the words: BIGMAC and RIBAG.
I wont mention who this friend is, btw, because it was he, who formed all the shameless and dirty words on the board. lol joke. haha. So last night I'm with vengeance. I set up a new rule.
I told my friend we'll play scrabble THE TAGALOG and funny way. We wont challenge each other as long as the words make sense (ex bigmac, ribag). English words are not allowed.
And guess what? through out the game I found it hard to think of tagalog/Filipino words that are wholesome. haha. 80% of the words in this board are so BASTOS!
here are example of the words
friend: toro gat*te
I put in: lawit tira
THEN he my friend added BOY to the word TIRA haha. wtf right. I laughed so hard when I saw the word gat*te. SHET! amp! hahaha.. Anyway Ill show you the picture and I wont censore it anymore cos one, I think anyone who reads my blog is old enough and two, Im to lazy to edit. hehehe :)
I'm Itouch and my friend is Ribag. Even my player name sounds dirty. HAHA.... ouch. So uhm if you bored as hell, you can try playing at http://www.wabble.org/ :D have fun! You can play up to 4 players :)
The hugest and scariest animal I've ever seen is the POLAR BEAR. It is so huge it frightened me. haha! :p Anyway I was surfing the net and look what I found... A video of a woman who climbed over the Polar bear's fence and jumped in!!! She was attacked and all that but she's still alive. :P though the bear bit her ass as you'll see in this vid. hehehe
Wtf! Polar bears ARE SO BIG!!!! My gosh. What was she thinking? The animal could have killed her in one swoosh. They look so freaking huge in real life than what you see in National Geographic. Shit.
Hello! It's Good Friday today! Ive been kinda paranoid, no not kinda BUT SUPER PARANOID for the last few days because I read something very scary... Anyway Im ok now since Ive been praying a lot and reading a few lines in the bible. YEY for me! Thank you Lord! hehe. All I need is big big faith.
:P I know I shouldnt be blogging or writing but I just wanna share that I colored my hair yesterday and guess what. Nothing happened. huhu. hahaha. I bought this light ash brown and it looks like I just had a cellophane. I should buy blonde the next time. HAHA :P Lesson learned: dont color hair on a holy week... :P sorry
